Mixed Experience...

heyi..

I actually always feel blogging is a really good past time and that i do it when i feel like doin it.. But that feel suddenly stays for a week and the next full week it disappears..  I wonder why am i not able ta give my full commitment here..  Then i realized that it was not about commitment but it was jus not knowing what to write.. I am not able ta think of stories or cook up any for that mater. That's because my this phase of life is so dull and boring that even my creativity has gone for a toss. I ve heard the say "An Idle mind is a Devils workshop". But my mind, though idle is not even a normal workshop.. NO WORK... SO leaving behind all this i packed my bags and left to my cousins place. 

Its inside Chennai.. Jus a bit interior though. I spent my weekend there with my Uncle, Aunt and 2 cousins. The elder one being really close to me.  That weekends experience made me jus experience so much that this blog is dedicated to that.. "Apartment Complex" That flat where they live is a multi storey, multi block apartment complex housing about 400 flats.(Mine houses 80).. Though my mornin time was spent wholly inside the house.. Evenings to late night made me tired.. It was like seein "Anjali" movie live.  This apartment in fact taught me how ta spend time together with ur neighbours, though there are too many to remember names even.  A guy from Kwality Walls comes every weekend to sell Ice Creams !!! Where else can u find such personalised things.  And the Semi Final and the Final of the IPL was screened in open air like a movie. Burger Man supplying ur dinner!!! Up to 200 people gathered to see the match together.. Wat Sound!!!! It was like sitting in the stadium.. I was jus sitting over the swimming pool wall and enjoying all this. Both My cousins have so many friends.. People play in the park Timing Slot wise.. So many Age group gangs, And the small cute vinayaga temple. This apartment complex took me to a different world for these two days.

There are a lot of disadvantages too.. For example.. The guy in the 5th floor jus above my uncles house is remodelling.. He is giving maximum torture and the family is stressed.. So, anyway i have always lived only in apartments and never gotta be alone.. I don wish to either.. I jus thot i d share this small experience to the outside world who bump on my page.. 

Cheers

Birthday !!

hey hi,

I know its pretty late after my birthday that am posting this blog... but certain circumstances led me ta not write yesterday.. 

So, Yesterday was my birthday.. It started off really well.. i had college though. i had mentioned bout my presentation.. That went really well too.. but i fought and argued with my professor for something though.. Had lunch with frnds and in a nice place.. 

Evening my family we left to the restaurant infact to my favorite restaurant to find it being closed for good. Next line was an authentic restaurant.. where the waiter warned us a 45 min wait to even get a seat.. And then we landed up goin to the same old Saravana Bhavan.. Though i loved the falooda there,.. I am still curious as to y my favorite restaurant Grains of Paradise is closed for good.. Cause i had been there jus a minth ago.. It kinda made me feel bad.. 

actually i know this post is kinda not so interesting.. thats because am almost down with fever.. and my head ache is killin me.. But i found it difficult to resist writing somethin to atleast scrape of my monotony in bed.,.

Cheers

Tum Ho Toh !!!!

Y does music soothe the soul.. Am jus undergoing that now.. tomorrow is my birthday.. i was really excited bout until friday the time when my project presentation was scheduled.. it was scheduled on for my birthday.. All excitement shrunk like a punctured balloon.. I had planned movie, dinner date with cousins friends and my.. So all gone now.. I took my presentation ta college today.. And have ta work on it for tomo.. SO with all this sadness, headache and a sleepy head i sat down with my cousins.. we were jus playin some music.. Thanks ta my bro.. he played a lot in his system and me on my lappy and on the tv... all alternating one another... 

For a long time i ve been thinking of downloadin this one song Tum Ho Toh ! from Rock On.. i jus love that song and i did it today.. Listenin ta that made me write this blog. Music is everything to me.. It goes with any mood of mine. The only thing i find my happiness in.. I was jus thinking.. my brothers choices of song are jus totally different.. So much difference in a persons gender and tastes.. he finds my songs boring and draggin.. but i jus love wat i listen to.. Soft melodies.. with lot of meaning and a lot of emotion,, this song is one of them.. Wow is not the word.. I even Suggest u readrs ta listen to this song..

And now i feel much better..

Cheers

Its Raining !!!

Hey Hi..

There are certain things in life which kinda have a very great impact on me.. They might be really small and sometimes even silly.. and one of those is this rain..

I adore rain. and lightning and even thunder. though i ve read it in science right from my primary, it  actually still makes me so curious to know where the hell does the cloud store so much water.. Today its raining here.. It was so hot through out the day.. and u know wat, I had difficulty in even trying out clothes in a shops trial room.. It stuck on ! and out of the blue, there are sudden cloud formations and Drums and disco lights and cute crystal droplets pouring themselves from the heaven.. I know am kinda gettin too poetic.. But thats wat comes to my mind when i see the rains.. I ve been attached to rain ever since i ve known myself. My whole family doesn fancy goin out when it rains and I am the opposite.. I go get drenched.. If am happy i even dance.. 

Its not jus happiness rain is associated too. Ever been in the rain when u r lonely? its the best feel. they always say "Smile and the world smiles with u and cry and u cry alone" and rain breaks all that say. It cries with u. Makes u feel better conveying the point that am there with u..

I know lotsa people curse rain for the problems it creates.. But rain is always rain and it will always remain so, flushing out the all bad happenings, pouring in all the memories and bringing in the most innocent smile from the heart of every person atleast for once when they see it... So thats it for now and am off to my window to catch up with my darling drops...

Cheers

40 Constituencies are MINE !!!!!!!!

hey hey hey... 

Am Smiling... Guess wat. am done almost with my report and so Operation Project Accompolished.. And so in the mean time i was jus thinking bout a few things that were happenin around.. 

As u know yest was election.. i did Vote.. Sowmi !! I Voted... Jus thinking back on this election full Naatak, These were the few things that happened in few TV channels

Pre Election

Sun TV...  Mr.Karunanidhi  gives statements( Hu ha ha ha ha ha), Stills of him showin "Tata" ... Bye Bye..  and he feeds children from his car.. One banana and an egg.. Satthu Unavu(healthy diet)

Kalaignar TV.. All the campaigns of M K Stalin talkin in a hilarious voice.  Doesn leave a stone unturned to say Ms.Jayalalitha is whatever whatever.... 

Not to forget the the most important thing which both the above channels telecast...

Karunanidhis activities from Breakfast to Lunch.. (His Fast)

Jaya TV... This has been one of the most popular channels during election campaign time. Jayalalitha was spinnin to different places every suburb sayin Mr.Karunanidhi and his family are a group of gangsters.. The channel shows documentart on jayalalitha with life history !!! Naalai Namathe Natpathum Namadhe..

Post election

On the day of election when the polls are taking place.. 

Sun TV.. AIADMK voters cause problem in the polling booth !!!

Jaya TV.. Lot of the Citizens name are not there in the voters list.. This is planned against people who are prospects voting for AIADMK

Kalaignar TV... Mr.Karunanidhi is talking sayin "100 percent victory is mine"...

I seriously have no clue as to what gets into these people only during those 1 month when they start accusing each other and boasting about even having served one child at an ashram which any tom dick and harry is doing right now... its so irritating

Cheers

Operation Project !!!!

heyi.. 

I was jus thinkin y did i ever put p such a post(like the previous one).. But am not removing it.. Cause it will tell me later how stupid and frustrated was. And that i have to wake up and stop doin such things. Mistakes are meant to be learnt from..

Ya then  ! My this weekend was this really silent one with me and my laptop. and i was thinkin hard to make my project flowery(my friend asks me ta use the word professional) but flowery is enuf for my university. Sowmi keeps rambling things in her blog about the project every alternate day. And i have ta give her a counter. Come On ! its jus a project. Actually both of us were equally tensed and scared when the date came closer for us to submit our rough draft. But now we are jus hurryin things up to jus produce a report.

These almost 6 months of my life on From Dec 23rd.... I would never forget it. Never. I ve wasted the most time in the most essential part of my life. No other Go. I take up a project in a company who aren in a position ta allot place and i have ta work from home. Which in a silent way means.. "Bloody u have no work and so jus ramble up a project.. Don take our heads of.." SO i jus though "O My God,.. am ruined" but then when i looked around and took a survey of my class i jus realized that i belonged to the brighter side of the half who could atleast have little access to company info and had some respect where they went.  Many students were forbidden to enter companies as normally Project Trainees are considered the most dangerous Trespassers.  I wasn considered a trespasser in the company i did the proj for as they were close ta my dad.. Thanks ta him.  

So it jus struck me. Why the hell does the university want to wste 6 precious months of the life of youngsters who are full of energy. Wont a project for a month or 2 suffice.  I don thin u can study anythin for 6 month and produce a report. Its gonna be same. Next, we had ta write 8 papers in our pre final sem which is atrocious. We could might as well have appeared a few this sem. 

Anyway past is past and wasted is wasted and learnt is learnt. And so If someone from some university reads this PLS for heaven sake "Change the Rules"... 

Cheers

Let me go !!!!!!

Am Confused.. confused, disturbed, distracted, worked up and cryin.. Y am i this way.. y do i have to go thru all this.. Certain things happening to me i don even deserve them.. I am hit, kicked, bruised for no fault of mine.. from all sides of life.. I deserve to be treated better... I want my smile to last.. 

Don mind this post cause i am really pissed off.. i can jus vent it out typing..

Mumbai Xpress(Experience) !!!!

Heyi... Am back after a break. A very bad break though. I did miss my blog. In fact even Internet.  So am here to narrate the reason behind my conspicuous absence. I had gone on a holiday to Mumbai for 4 days. I can atleast just call it a holiday though it did not give the feel of one.  There were a few very good aspects that made me atleast enjoy my break a little which i d like ta mention first. Then i d speak about the rest.  

The good things that happen to me were spendin time with a very good family friend of ours. Thanks ta him. He kept the time moving with his knowledge abut literally everythin. Everythin surely has Ramesh Uncles say, and he has a mobile fwd ready for it too.  . And not to forget our brainy Aniketh too. Aniketh was with my bro Adithya(bout whom there will eb a separate post shortly) from kindergarden to almost primary. There started our association and it continues. 

 Ok.. Flashback apart. We went ta nariman point with Uncle and that was an awesome evening walk.   The next good aspect was food. Dhaal and aloo methi at Guest house, Chaat at Elco Arcade, the most delicious Gujarathi thaali at Samrat(Uncle's Treat) and the unforgettable Vada Pav and Aam ras on the road shop.. The darshan at shirdi and and the siddhi vinayaka temple where the ganesha still stands in my eyes are worth a mention too. And lastly, the Taxi and Auto Walas don fight. They gracefully take a 10 rupee note and give u 1 rupee back if their meter shows Rs.9(come on its kinda miracle in front of the eye for a person from chennai).. 

Rest, Y did not i feel like a holiday. i wouldn be in a position to tell u the full reason. i am kinda depressed bout many things. It was very obvious in Mumbai because it was jus 4 of us unlike here where i have contact to the whole outside world. And mumbai is a goddamn place where u cant even do a H in holiday.  I am not blaming the city but ya i am blaming it cause its been one of the most dirtiest places i ve come across till now. Even my native place is cleaner. And the city needs a massive White wash leavin jus a few areas.  or may be i had gone there with too many expectations. 

Nextly the Holiday started with us being caught in the Chennai city most crowded area guindy in a traffic jam. We had almost missed our flight reachin jus 25 mins before take off.  Every mornin in the guest house we had the most silent breakfast and lunch sessions though we were 4 of us belonging to the same family or atleast i din get to talk cause i told u y.. On top of all this HEAT is somethin that would come to my mind when the word Mumbai is uttered.  We shopped in the late afternoons and came back famished.  I was surely waiting to get back to chennai, my room, my lappy, my blog and my friends and not to forget my project at the end of my four days.  But i surely did miss Aniketh cause the kid was almost broken when we were leavin. He was such fun and for a change he calls me Akka so sweetly which even my bro doesn(i do not expect it though). 

Apart from all this not ta forget my flight journey.. I watched skies and i loved those moments cause i am an abstract creature who can watch skies for hours together. So thus is my experience in a nutty nut shell, sorry if it was too long.  

Actually there is a key take away.. Pls do not go to a metro city for a holiday for heaven(hell) sake. Go to a nice hill station.  Jus go to a city if u have people there to chill out. Not ta look around.  

Cheers

P.S @ Ramesh Uncle... Uncle, If u r reading my blog.. I promised to give u an answer for a question u asked me in the car on our way back from shirdi.. The answer is my creazy situation and adjoining after effects.. I know u r smart enuf ta understand. Pls Keep it ta urself.. ;-)

See ya