How many of us really try to break the pattern or routine?
I wouldn’t call myself a great risk taker, though it’s possible that I might do a few things that seem really random to the world.
A few months ago, a huge impending restlessness resurfaced in me.
Respecting restlessness will risk you breaking the routine is something all of us believe. While I spent months in denial, visions of the inconsistency between ‘what was’ and ‘what it is supposed to be’ caused a constant itch to follow my intuition. Eventually, the decision happened.
When we conclude on something we are either taking a call on our own or there are some external forces that contribute in pushing us conclude. Everything happens for a reason. Good or bad, be thankful to that force.
In between all the stares, questions, my lack of answers, frustration for choosing flight, lack of ability to fight was this beautiful halo! Happiness! I did realise that my mind was trying to support me through every decision I made.Blame your head or the supreme power, I started appreciating my courage and strength to stand up for myself. Giving myself the time and space to soak in this whole new decision of quitting corporate was something I had never done before. There will always be firsts!
The Brief Break was here. Be it the uptight me loosening up, or a scheduled calendar throwing away her watch I thoroughly started enjoying the mindspace I had. There are always these visions in your mind that you choose to ignore when you are on a rota, trust me, those are the visions that are meant to make you happy. Never ignore them. I pursued those visions religiously and I was surprised to find that opportunities are always available for each one to draw their path.
We all get caught in the maze of comparing our past at this point in time.
Would it be financially viable? Would it be practical? What if I fail? and lot such questions cloud us from moving ahead. The thought clarity and Happiness found in this process will help us navigate through all this fog.
Philosophy ends, so does my post. Is it a happy ending or a sad ending depends on what you are gonna do with your life! Let go what was... Grab what is supposed to be!
